Too Scared

some days i am so far removed-i think it could end and i wouldn't blink an eye
other days i think i would be a mess without you-i have never been this confused about us and i still dont think you have any idea- i love you and always will-i just dont know if we could be together forever-forever never used to seem like long enough
i want to be why you wake up in the morning for-the first thing that you think about-
its been about 6 weeks since i have seen your face
this schedule is too hard-it and you make me sad
you started to attempt to fix it-i think it was too late b/c i didn't want you to
my horiscopes are starting to scare me they are so true
no matter what happens i love you and always will