3 weeks

been three weeks. sad, but not a mess at all. I miss him, but i dont think we can turn back. i think that i will always compare everyone else to him. I wonder if i will ever be able to move on to anyone else. doesnt seem so at the moment, but i know that will eventually change. part of me still thinks we will get back together, but as of right now I haven't decided if that is for the best.

i just want someone that makes me laugh more than he makes me cry.

I dont want to be made of stone anymore.

I feel like i am on anti-depressants that dont let me fell anything-which is a good and bad thing.

i love my life
i just wish that it made sense.